I let go of the need to have this condition in my life. I let go of resentment because inside, I knew this was not the right decision, but i needed a roof over my head. I let go of the need for cancer because I let go of resentment and fear of sister and fear of work. Instead i choose to love myself and will not fear opening my capacity to receive and be a good steward of the blessings and the good life that is coming to me. I am worthy of it. I confess my sin of stinginess, critical attitude, pride and lying, indecision and strongholds. I break them in Jesus’ name and have a right to speak my truth. i am worthy of living in a place where I am loved, not just tolerated and where I have creative freedom.