Why are you living? To teach, to share the gospel, to forgive, to get better, to find enjoyable employment, to serve others, to play the harp, to bring joy, to be a peacemaker, to financially support myself, to be creative. To love. teaching, conflict resolution, music. money. Family. to leave my atmosphere in a better condition.
every ill feeling is an indicator of a wrong dependency.
Wrong motives: to hurt or look superior, that is ego. To steal and get, rather than earn and give. To perpetuate the pain rather than let go of the need to have drama and pain.
rent an SUV and go get the harp. Look for work, and perhaps get my own place. There is more to it, but that is all I am letting you know.
Read “If” this morning. what if? why not?