so she asked me, “does that bother you?” and yes it does, but I said, “no.” and she said, ” that doesn’t sound very convincing, ” and truth was, I lied. Because it does bother me, but it your house and even though I can really appreciate silence and space, you don’t. you need to have noise so you don’t have to think or hear God or go deep.
but I couldn’t say that,
or can I