Monthly Archives: July 2012

yahoo, trainer, tuesday afternoon

yahoo is down and I cannot access my account.  so I prayed this morning and was telling God that I think that one trainer is snobby, and then he comes and talks to me this morning. this afternoon, I may … Continue reading

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maloof, aloof, a loaf, a leaf, a cloth

I went to the Maloof house on satuday, just to see the furniture.  Fell in love with that chaise lounge. my neighbor told me about the little hidden farms by there. Laster, that afternoon, she stopped by the house to … Continue reading

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dreams and fantasies.

I always feel guilty after I masturbate.  I feel as though it is a sin against god for touching myself. Prayer of Jabez: Oh God that you would bless me indeed and increase my territory, that you would guide me … Continue reading

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I cannot wait until autumn: Automne I am so over this heat. I went to the healing rooms last night. We prayed for healing of my fibroids, forgiveness and for something good. i went to the new gym this morning … Continue reading

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excellence vs. mediocrity

this post is going to go somewhere, promise.  I went and worked out at the new gym and even though I got a good workout, it doesn’t feel the same and I don’t want to lose my edge.  In a … Continue reading

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Gnoissienne, not gnostic

I played Gnoissienne this morning on the harp, like I always do, but didn’t get the rhythm  right.  This is how it is supposed to go: Gnoissienne by Satie. Yes, I do believe in God, even if you don’t. I … Continue reading

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con game

he’s faking it: not a joker, a faker.  He is pretending. If he was smart enough to concoct a plot, he is smart enough to know what is going on.  Con game.   also, I got an email from Pay … Continue reading

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