Monthly Archives: August 2016

crushed crutches

I have my crutches: food stamps, savings, excuses. My plan isn’t working, fear, despair, grief, fear of work. i must not fear; instead, anticipate the good that can come to me. live in integrity. In John 5:8 Jesus said, “take … Continue reading

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social security, aspergers, sociopaths

TITLE: Strategies for Retirement & Navigating the Social Security Dilemma DESCRIPTION: This course will show you a conservative approach to wise money management and help you identify lifestyle issues facing retirees. Attendees will learn how to maximize income, investments, Social … Continue reading

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I Have a Dream

anniversary of Martin Luther King jr. speech.   play the harp, heal others, work in a field I enjoy, like Employee Relations, conflict Resolution, Travel, hospitality and music. finances, paid , love and relationships.   Went to Winter Park, Alfond … Continue reading

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motivation manifesto, Poke the box

these are the two books i read this morning and it got me motivated and geared toward action to pursue my dreams and consider them and myself worthy.   the Motivation Manifest by Brendan Burchard and Poke the Box by … Continue reading

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place, face it

I am a harpist. I need a place I have to look at myself in the face what I have you need stop the bleed. I have a calm, happy home. peace, peace, nest, changing for the best. great sermon … Continue reading

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and then those little anodynes

Emily Dickinson (1830–86).  Complete Poems.  1924. Part One: LifeIX THE HEART asks pleasure first, And then, excuse from pain; And then, those little anodynes That deaden suffering; And then, to go to sleep;         5 And then, if it should be The will of … Continue reading

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there’s no going back in time, but you can go back

so I got my 15 year sobriety anniversary medallion yesterday at the women’s meeting. Weird being there but felt “at home.” Went to church this morning, it was about being refreshed. which is perfect because I am melting in this … Continue reading

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privileged, ledge

Seth Godin’s blog: The lottery winners (a secret of unhappiness) You’re going to have to fight for every single thing, forever and ever. It’s really unlikely that they will pick you, anoint you or hand you the audience and support … Continue reading

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moving, but in which direction

so, I have gone from California to Richfield, Utah.  and that was rough over the dessert but mountains are nice. from there to Eagle. from there I made it to Kansas and that’s where i had my nervous breakdown. I … Continue reading

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Villa d’este, seize the day

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