Monthly Archives: February 2021

o the depth

Posted on February 26, 2021 by eagles11eyes

well good news, I finally got unemployment payments after sending letters, contacting elected officials, and just waiting and trusting. so this came true: Zephaniah 3:20 At that time I will gather you; at that time I will bring you home. I … Continue reading →

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at one point, you have to move forward

Posted on February 24, 2021 by eagles11eyes

this is what’s been happening: I accepted a job at Ace Hardware and hated it. I took it to impress the people I was living with, by trying to gain their acceptance, but it was too physically taxing and low … Continue reading →

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Still pending

Posted on February 16, 2021 by eagles11eyes

It’s not just me who isn’t getting unemployment payments, it seems it is happening to hundred and thousands of other Floridian: “While we cannot comment on an individual’s claim due to privacy concerns, I can tell you that pending status … Continue reading →

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She Loves you, yeah, yeah, yeah

Posted on February 12, 2021 by eagles11eyes

God, please take away the fear, the anxiety, help me deal with the pain of not knowing and not having it go my way and help me love and trust again. I want to feel love again. went to go … Continue reading →

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The Black Sea

Posted on February 10, 2021 by eagles11eyes

my dream/nightmare last night was about drifting on a black sea, like black water and going to a house and looking for my purse. My purse wasn’t there. I got scared. I finally found it and the wallet was in … Continue reading →

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Suspended and Suspense

Posted on February 9, 2021 by eagles11eyes

I am still in suspended animation and waiting to hear about my hearing with the state. I’m upset. I am also waiting to hear from Kelly Services if I am on-boarded. In the meantime, I apply for positions to no … Continue reading →

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Push Back, Negotiate

Posted on February 8, 2021 by eagles11eyes

So someone is pushing me and violating my boundaries and I need to send a text saying, no, let’s wait before i move forward with this. why am I always afraid to do that? Is it people pleasing, oh no, … Continue reading →

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Solar Plexus and Seat Belts

Posted on February 5, 2021 by eagles11eyes

so I mentioned yesterday about not getting the payments and I was upset, like upset stomach about it. and I realized how my emotions affect my physical health. So I went swimming, and I have done what I can and … Continue reading →

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Presenting my Case

Posted on February 4, 2021 by eagles11eyes

I did everything right and it got messed up over a technicality. I need to move on. Let it go and move on. but we all cry out for justice and just pray and believe we will get it in … Continue reading →

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