thoughts and feelings

you are worthy and you are good. we have all done things. confess them, seriously, stop being in denial.

is it fear of rejection?  fear of being shamed or not good enough? Perhaps you someone said something to you and it still rings in your head.  I read Giglio’s book yesterday, Goliath must fall.   you do have the capacity to handle it.  Step back and ask your Higher power to give you wisdom and Stop caring what others think!!!

this is a great video from T. Harv Eker about money, thoughts and worthiness.


joined Thumbtack. Still trying to figure out how it works.  Will resolve bank issue. Will get a harp dolly.  Will play for others. will take the teacher’s test.  Got a plan.

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ask ,seek, knock

Ask for what you want

Practice feeling the emotions.  Happy to get a new career. Playing harp for others. Who would you spend your time with?

Be honest with yourself and where your life is now and how you really feel and what you are doing and not doing.


Believe that you will get what you want, positive expectations.  In the morning I lay my request to you Lord and wait in expectation.

Psalm 5[a]

For the director of music. For pipes. A psalm of David.

Listen to my words, Lord,
    consider my lament.
Hear my cry for help,
    my King and my God,
    for to you I pray.

In the morning, Lord, you hear my voice;
    in the morning I lay my requests before you
    and wait expectantly.
For you are not a God who is pleased with wickedness;
    with you, evil people are not welcome.
The arrogant cannot stand
    in your presence.
You hate all who do wrong;
    you destroy those who tell lies.
The bloodthirsty and deceitful
    you, Lord, detest.
But I, by your great love,
    can come into your house;
in reverence I bow down
    toward your holy temple.

Lead me, Lord, in your righteousness
    because of my enemies—
    make your way straight before me. Psalm 5

Receive what you want by becoming a vibrational match. Act as if you already have it. Love, appreciation.  Be happy now.


Focus on what you want, not what you don’t.

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12 of them

disciples, steps, numbers on the clock

Gymnopedie by me

Goals give us direction. They put a powerful force into play on a universal, conscious, and subconscious level. Goals give our life direction.

What would you like to have happen in your life this year? What would you like to do, to accomplish? What good would you like to attract into your life? What particular areas of growth would you like to have happen to you? What blocks, or character defects, would you like to have removed?

What would you like to attain? Little things and big things? Where would you like to go? What would you like to have happen in friendship and love? What would you like to have happen in your family life?

What problems would you like to see solved? What decisions would you like to make? What would you like to happen in your career?

Write it down. Take a piece of paper, a few hours of your time, and write it all down – as an affirmation of you, your life, and your ability to choose. Then let it go.

The new year stands before us, like a chapter in a book, waiting to be written. We can help write that story by setting goals.”
Melody Beattie, The Language of Letting Go: Daily Meditations on Codependency


Speaking of goals, I started a Go Fund Me account to help me pay for the teacher’s test.

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birth day

to day is my birthday.  YAY!

Image result for happy birthday

t was Albert Camus who once said, “In the midst of the darkest winter I found within myself an invincible summer.” 
In the midst of chaos, we can find within ourselves a place of peace and calm.  At the center of a hurricane is the eye; a place of perfect peace.   
Regardless of the chaos in your life, you can move to that place of perfect peace and then know that not only you — but everyone around you — will benefit. 
Enjoy The Peace Amidst The Chaos,


and let the old story go for a new birth, a new life.

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I subbed today and the person I subbed for used to be a lawyer and was telling me about the profession.


The recording engineer emailed me and said I would have the files by tonight or tomorrow.   Amazing Grace.  Let’s see if this works.  although you do not have a picture, this is actually me playing.  Gliss, introduction


tomorrow is my birthday.


Here is the volunteer picture:







Ware as a teacher. Take ownership of your life.


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you don’t need permission

and you won’t get into trouble, but if you do, it’s for doing something you really want to do, and for saying what you wanted to say and for being honest and being who you are.

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Talking donkeys

Balaam’s donkey

because sometimes, you are on a reckless road and need to turn.  and that is what I trying to do, change for the better.   Read On Writing by Stephen King today.


Sacred or profane, be honest.

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